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[ Wednesday, 06/01/2010 07:59 pm] |
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What. The. Fuck. These disgusting people are just saying one thing: that rape is okay. Are you all mental!? It's not a choice and the situation doesn't make it OKAY. What kind of twisted thinking is that!? |
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[ Wednesday, 06/01/2010 05:36 pm] |
 First day of preschool for this kid today. He didn't cry! In fact, he came out dancing and singing, a stark contrast against the sea of crying faces. He's so adorable, if every kid was like him, I'd want to be a preschool teacher! |
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| see I'm all about them words; |
[ Wednesday, 06/01/2010 01:17 am] |
so apparently I have gone for YEARS thinking 'enervating' means the exact opposite of its definition. even after studying antony & cleopatra! as in I kept thinking it meant invigorating when really it means weakening! AUGH.
I BLAME HARRY POTTER FOR THIS. I pick up like ALL my words from reading them and guessing their usage in that context auuuugh cry stupid char. |
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| isn't it wonderful-- the cold wind and spring in the heart inexplicable. |
[ Tuesday, 05/01/2010 11:42 pm] |
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I'm just standing by my window now watching the snow fall steadily outside on the quiet night street and covering the trees and playground and pavement and cars. it's so beautiful illuminated by the streetlights. I'm so lucky to be in a country where it snows. and no, I don't think I will ever grow sick of it (except when it turns to slush) because even when cold it's beautiful.
are there any words for this beauty? |
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| what it's cathartic okay. |
[ Tuesday, 05/01/2010 09:02 pm] |
I must be pmsing because I just sobbed teared my way through most of The End of Time. nnnghhh and I don't even feel qualified enough as a fan to say this but man I am so going to miss David Tennant as the Doctor. |
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| 6 days into 2-oh-10 |
[ Wednesday, 06/01/2010 02:20 am] |
***Kak Nora’s wedding on last Saturday. Unfortunately I couldn’t stay long due to work but oh god she was freaking gorgeous beyond words! Congrats Kak Nora! Make babies soon k, can’t wait to see you getting pretty/handsome kids! HAHA. (I’ll put up some picture on her wedding soon)
My holiday ended on a happy note. :) The beau gave me a surprise on Sunday. Never mind if it was a belated one but heck he made me cry in front of other diners. It was embarrassing ok! Haha thank god I didn’t sing along with the birthday song thinking it was for someone else ‘cause it was for…me! I was truly touched. :') After dinner, we decided to give the Kenko fish spa a try. I think I spent the first few minutes freaking out at the ticklishness but after a while I got accustomed to the feeling and yeah it feels good. My legs never felt that smooth after so long. Hahaha. Next was Avatar 3D, and it was simply awesome although it made me left the theatre with a headache because of the 3D glasses.
Hehe, thanks so much dear for the treats! You know how much I love surprises. :D
Back to school on Monday. It wasn’t that bad until I got back my second paper. :( It’s only the third day of the term (as of now) but I’m already looking forward to the next holiday. Daym, I need to get my focus right! |
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[ Wednesday, 06/01/2010 01:05 am] |
i had a dream last night. it was about you.you were showing me your works, probably fyp. mmm. a hint or some sort. weird.
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i caught a cold this morning.
i woke up feeling miserable, hardly made it to school and feeling blue.
Sneezed through the lesson. Saw Izad, said hi, didn't made fun of him.><
Was half-snoozing mode all the way home. Just sticking myself to the wall like a lizard so i didn't fall off.
But strangely, I stopped sneezing when i reached home. though i was crazily drained. my neighbour auntie offered me cold tablets but i insisted that there's some at home. lol. she said i looked tired. okay i am sleepy. okie bed soon. :) |
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[ Tuesday, 05/01/2010 10:42 pm] |
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i slipped on a puddle of water which caused me to lunge sideways. the nearest form of support came in the form of his left hand. i held on for awhile, conscious of that moment. it seemed like he was too, as he made no move of wanting to let go.
with great effort, i separated my hand from his and proceeded to laugh at my clumsiness. we all laughed.
we were aboard a bus. i took the inner seat and he, the outer one. i don't think the seat was very narrow, but his arm was pressed against mine. the warmth that emanated from him was so comforting, so intoxicating.
i pretended to doze off, and a bump from the bus ride had my head resting against his shoulder. i smiled inwardly and can't help but marvel at that perfect moment. i then felt something warm enveloping my right hand. the source of warmth came from his soft and gentle left hand, perfectly covering my right hand, our fingers intertwined.
i looked up at him, and we exchanged a smile of understanding and comprehension between us.
it was a moment i never want to wake up from. |
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[ Tuesday, 05/01/2010 08:30 pm] |
OH.
SO SHE IS ENTITLED TO GET PREGNANT AND FOR YOU GUYS TO FORGIVE HER.
BUT I AM NOT ENTITLED TO PIERCE MY TONGUE. AND FOR YOU GUYS TO IGNORE ME.
WHAT THE FUCKING SHIT.
me: *covers mouth* mom i pierce my tongue!!
mom: *FACE DAMN BLACK*- *ABOUT TO SCREAM*
me: *sticks out tongue* Gotcha! i didnt do it la.
and then i start by hinting her that i wanna get it done.
and she says. if i do it, dont even call her mom.
WHAT THE FUCK RIGHT. CHAOCHEEBYE. I WANT TO LIVE ON MY OWN CAN. FUCK OFF.
i'm like the only hope you have in this house once you guys grow old and retire. and so what my sister can get pregnant fuck herself around. and they still talk to her, forgive her etc etc. But just the mention of a tongue piercing and im outta of the house??
can someone please talk to me. |
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| hi world, second day of school. |
[ Tuesday, 05/01/2010 07:18 pm] |
i can only say, i need my sleep. i've been so deprived of sleep i keep falling asleep in class.
no matter how much i tried to poke my aching muscles or disturb boonkee,
my head is still falling.
and when i close my eyes, i dreamt of him asking for a breakup.
so life isnt perfect.
no fairy tale, no prince on a white horse, no happily ever after.
tell me,
how do you accept a bf who has best friends who are girls.
call me paranoid. sensitive. insecure. not trusting.
how do you accept someone who is close to another behind your back.
especially those who are the closest to you yet u dont know she is the closest to ur bf too.
they act like they're normal in front of you,
but behind you, they're private close best friends.
she confide in him and him only, and he helps her keep all her secrets.
and im his gf. who dont even know why am i here.
am i suppose to get angry at the girl or my own bf?
can i say no to their relationship?
do i call her a bitch for needing someone to confide in?
do i even have the rights to be angry?
why do i feel like im being stuck in between the both of them now?
why is it my fault if i get angry?
is it wrong to feel insecure or be paranoid?
why can't i accept him having a girl best friend?
why must they hide it from me?
why behind my back?
why you?
please tell me what to do now.
anyway,
ytd was talking to anan after training and she said sdz got no dancers who want to be somebody.
its like everyone is dancing for fun. (deja vu jack han)
then it came upon me, she's right. we're all dancing for fun.
no goals, no somebody wanna be, no dreams, no vision.
we dance, to dance.
i love dancing, definitely. and i know u sure do!
but maybe its time we ask ourselves, what are we dancing for?
if dancing is purely for fun, then why're we working our butts off for?
deep down i hope the junior batch do well. i hope they improve like wide fire. i hope they surpass us.
i hope to dance somewhere (: |
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[ Monday, 04/01/2010 02:24 pm] |
The best thing in the world just happened to me - im not going to die in America alone!
December has been a blast and 2010 has been awesome so far. =) |
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